Today has been one of those days that you just want to be over with. I got myself in a right state over something and nothing (something I tend to do a lot that I wish I didn’t) I reacted badly and now I’m going to bed filled with guilt, regret and upset. I’m ashamed of how i react to situations, I wish I didn’t get so upset and worked up! I know that I can’t help the way that I feel but I want to be a better person, not just for myself or my family but above all, for Kory. I’m his mum and I’m setting him an example, I want him to be a better person than I am.
I wish I wasn’t the way I am sometimes.